Chasing the Mystery — I recently had a conversation about the topic of romance. “What’s your idea of romance and what kind of dates do you like?” was the question that triggered the many thoughts that ran through my head that morning. I answered with: “Romance to me is deeply bonding with your partner…

Conversations with Myself — I’d say that the “single life” was never for me, I’d always Love to pour into a partner, So during the time that I’d spent in that realm, I yearned for the deep Love that I often speak of, The patience and faith that told me things would work.. I…

Reflection of a Special Bond — “I Love you very much” It meant much more to me than I expressed in my response, In which I later tried to elaborate, but maybe failed to get my point across, or maybe I’m just being critical.. I sometimes doubt that words can thoroughly explain, Reason why my words are…

Beating the Odds — I tend to hit walls very often, for some reason Wounds from the past that prevent her from giving and receiving love, Although I find cracks here and there in which I use to peer at the other side, the wall still stands strong, Seemingly impenetrable.. Though I am a…

Washing Away — You know of how soothing the rain can be? The water droplets running down your bedroom window.. while you lay in the dark, under the sheets. Your eyes close as you slowly fall into sleep. This is what showers are for me.. I prefer hot showers, I’ve attempted to finish with…

Reflection — I hold onto words, screenshots from years back when I fell, The way you touched my heart and soul gave me hope.. hope that my search for “the one” had come to an end, Words of affirmation, my primary love language, a gift and a curse, in this sense anyway.. I believed…

Uncertainty — I am not afraid of Love.. I never have been. I am afraid of the unknown. Are you really who you claim to be? Will things turn out the way that I hope, with the end resulting in you and me? I often think of the tears that fall when…

Attachment Issues — My worst fear of losing the ones that I Love, Versus my desire to live a long life.. I found that if I do not live a long life, I technically will not be here to lose, However, in living a very long life, I’ll inevitably lose it all.. “How…

Finally found an answer to my question — New life comes into the world.. This life, often prioritized over the mother’s emotional and mental wellbeing, The life that comes before all, that we would risk our lives for.. …