Chasing the Mystery — I recently had a conversation about the topic of romance. “What’s your idea of romance and what kind of dates do you like?” was the question that triggered the many thoughts that ran through my head that morning. I answered with: “Romance to me is deeply bonding with your partner…

The Reality of Things In “A World That Makes Sense”, I spoke of how who I am today was a focus since childhood. It was already who I was, but also based on my understanding of how people typically respond to Love, care, and security. My values, and personality were…

Morning Reflection That I Posted On Twitter — “Who I am now is based on my childhood understanding of how people respond to things in a world that makes sense. If someone genuinely, deeply loves you and cares for you, it’s only natural for you to want to do the same in return.. …

Romanticizing My Partner — Head in the clouds, No worries of what’s happening below, Unknowing of what awaits when I fall, All I know is that when you speak to me, my mind wanders, I feel the dopamine release, Fantasies of our future flash before me, then I obsess over making it reality, So…

“Cry About It” — “Thank you for always being there for me” How reliable I am to those that are unreliable to me, Denied truths despite visible evidence, I provide proof of my irrelevance, to you.. I give the best advice: “Look out for yourself first because when you were in need, no one was…

The Gentle Warrior — “Nothing can break me”, he often says to himself, He’s a brick wall, the great wall of China, Constantly met with “Are you okay?” — “Yes, I’m fine!” “How are you?” — “I’m good. I’m always happy.” …

Memory — Today, the feel of your lips came back to me.. more so, the memory of them, It’s been so long… The eye contact leading to the moment.. which would always make you nervous, You’d smile and look away, I’d place my hand on your chin, gently guiding your face to meet mine again, then…

Nothing from Something — First there was talk, and no action, Now there’s neither, In what way was I suppose to feel the Love that you have.. or had for me? Indecisiveness, neglect, selfishness.. Distance to prevent me from getting too close, All other emotions had easily overpowered it, From our day long phone…

What Helped Me Also Hurt Me — May 25th, 2023 “Today was really the time to sit and think about the fact that watching my mother “be” a single mother of two with no support not “only” influenced me to become the man that I am today, love the way that I do, but it hurt me too. The conversation…